Awaken my slumbering church

God always gives me bits at a time, a little at a time. He brings me on a journey. God has asked me to do many things in my life that has been very hard. Each time a little piece of me, a little piece of my flesh is taken and replaced with a deeper realization, a deeper trust, a deeper relationship, a deeper love for our Lord God. Sometimes, I don’t want to do it. Sometimes it is hard to bear. Not because Gods requests are hard, but many times it’s because it’s hard for me to lay myself down. To lay my self’s will down. Many of you know the burden I am talking about. It isn’t the same kind of burdens from the world. The burdens we faced before knowing God.

In the world we are alone, lost with very little comfort if any. With God there is hope, there is love and peace. When I call on his name he answers. I am never left alone. Where ever God is calling you, you must go. No matter the burden, no matter the flesh that must be laid down.

I am going to take you on a journey that God has recently taken me on.

On 8/1/15 I kept thinking of a shofar being blown. As the day progressed I had a sense that I should ask Pastor if he could blow a Shofar in the next Sunday service. By the end of the day I did not call Pastor I was not obedient. The next Sunday I was praying and again the Shofar was brought to my mind. When I got to church again I got a sense to speak with Pastor about blowing the Shofar. God was telling me that there would be a releasing when it was blown. A releasing of what I did not know. I was not obedient to what God was telling me to do. I thought I was being silly, I thought it was my own thinking. I literally had no understanding of what a Shofar was, what it represented, what it was used for. I didn’t even know the name of it at this time.

On 8/11/15 I had a dream. I was at work with part of my family. My brother, sister, dad and all our children were there. We were sitting around this containment area that was filled with water talking and laughing. When my ex-husband walked up and my father asked him, why are you preventing my daughter from getting 1.4 million dollars (this part of the dream I do not know the meaning of. I want to give you a complete description of this dream I was given). Just as my father completed his question all the children ran up to me and said, Ryan is drowning in the water! I looked over and seen him lifeless. I ran over and pulled him out of the bottom of the water. I laid him down and prayed, Lord God do not let him die. As I was leaning down to resuscitate his lifeless body, he woke with a freight. He was crying and said, sorry for being bad, please forgive me. I then woke up.

On 8/24/15 my son woke me many times. He was wrestles. The second time he woke me I went back to bed. As soon as I snuggled up I heard a sound, a melody. I thought it sounded like a trumpet or a ram’s horn. The melody was the same for about 5 minutes, it was an audible sound. At first I was fearful because I wasn’t sure what was happening. I said, Lord? Is this from you? Peace came over me. I started counting the different pitches. I started to study this melody. I finally fell back to sleep. On my way to work I remembered what happened that night. I called Pastors wife because I needed direction, I needed some kind of understanding. As soon as I got off the phone, I looked on the internet to see if I could find a simi_Shofar_Blow[1]lar sound to what I had heard. I googled trumpet sounds and listened. It was very similar but didn’t sound exactly the same. I googled rams horn sounds and clicked on the first thing that popped up. It was the exact same melody and sound I had heard the night before. It was a Shofar! I truly couldn’t believe my ears. I had never heard this melody before. As I had mentioned above I had never known the name of a Shofar and what the significance of one was. After doing a little bit of studying, I found there are four prominent blasts. Typically all four blasts are played together. But the night before there were only 3 of these blasts. The first one I heard was called Tekiah. This blast is a call to awaken. The second one I heard was called Shvarim. This means broken, weeping, repenting. The third one I heard is called Takiah Hagodolah. This represents the great blast or the last blast.

This is the meaning:

God is calling his church to awaken. God said, “Awaken my slumbering church. The time is at your door. Repent, Repent, Repent, my slumbering church.” God is calling us to fall to our knees in repentance with great groaning and great weeping. It is time to set the wrong right. It is time to set yourselves in order, your house in order. This is the last warning to the church. God said, “Arise, wake up, repent.”

The boy that was dead in the water represents the church. We once were on fire for God but over time we have become dead we have not stuck to his statutes we have stopped repenting. God says, “Repent and I will resuscitate you. I will give you my fire from your youth. I will pour out my power upon you, my church. You will do great things for my glory.” Awaken my slumbering church, repent, the time is at your door.”

After I had received this word and revelation, I have been troubled. I have been troubled because God is right. th0MJH201T

Since then I have cried. I have repented. I continue to repent, I repent for the church, I repent for my disobedience, I repent for not ALWAYS putting God in his rightful place. I repent for all the sins of my family that have been passed to each generation. I repent for the sins of our Government our state. I don’t want to be left out of Gods plans, I truly don’t want to be disobedient, I want my Abba to be proud of me. I am troubled because as God says we must repent to receive this great outpouring. To receive his mercy and his grace. God is looking for a pure church. God can see the outwardly sins but he can also see our hearts, he can see our thoughts, he can see our motives. This is something that we cannot escape. GOD truly sees all he truly knows all.  This is why I am troubled, many may read this or have been told something similar to this, but disregards Gods words for this hour.  I almost did that…not just once but several times.  I don’t want anyone of his children to miss this last opportunity to repent.  Even though our God is a loving god he is also a holy God, he is righteous.  He can not have a dirty church, a sinful church.  It says in his word he will judge his church first.  Lets not forget that God reads the heart.  He knows when you ask for forgiveness and its not sincere…

With Gods blessing,


Word from God


Over the course of my life God has revealed things to me either in dream, vision, word, or by impression.  I did not know until recently what some of it meant.  I am going to share some of the things that God has revealed to me for this time.

The first dream God gave me was of a massive war.  This dream started when I was a little girl, I was either in preschool or kindergarten.  This dream reoccurred several times throughout my young childhood.  In my dream it was always the same.  I was in my yard looking outward, I seen many tanks and army personnel advancing.  This was a massive army!  The impression I have always had was that it was on American soil, that a great war was coming to America.

Another dream I had was about 7-8 years ago.  The dream was of an earthquake in Washington/Oregon State.  I knew this because I was crossing the I-5 Bridge.  In this dream I knew it was a magnitude of 9+.  In my dream I went over the edge of the bridge, and right before I hit the water I was taken to a waiting place with other Christians.  At this moment a scripture was given to me.  I then woke up and read the scripture.  It was about a massive earthquake.  The scripture confirmed my dream.

7-8 years ago I had a vision of the earth.  There were two different liquids racing over the earth.  One was Gods spirit and the other was Satan.  I again had this vision recently.

January 18 2015:  God spoke to me.  He said, There is a spiritual war over our souls.  In any war, there is death there are wounds.  These two are necessary in any war.  The trials and turmoil, our sicknesses are not happening in our lives for a fight for our souls.  But a fight for those souls around, the souls that are still to come to me.  Satan is trying to weaken us  and (his church) to fill us with fear, so we wont become the church, the mighty church that he has appointed for us.  but God said, that he is victorious, and we are victorious.  He will restore and renew.  We are to fight right now.  For the time is here for Gods power to be poured out.  Be obedient, step out in faith.

January 2015: God gave me a scripture Acts 4:29-31.  I didn’t know what it was for, It was written in my prayer journal with the date next to it. Acts 4: 29 Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness. 30 Stretch out your hand to heal and perform signs and wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus.”

31 After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly.

August 2015:  God brought me to Mathew 24:3-14.

As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. “Tell us,” they said, “when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?”

Jesus answered: “Watch out that no one deceives you. For many will come in my name, claiming, ‘I am the Messiah,’ and will deceive many. You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains.

“Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me. 10 At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other, 11 and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people. 12 Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, 13 but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved. 14 And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.

April 20,2015:  When I woke I had a terrible foreboding that was deep within me.  I asked God to reveal what this feeling was about.  He told me, there is a shifting in the heavens and the earth.  I pressed into God and asked him to reveal to me what that meant.  He did not respond.

August 2015:  My pastor asked me to pray for the nation at our church.  I accepted the request.  During the week prior to national prayer day I really leaned into God.  To tell the truth, I did not want to pray in front of everyone.  I was so worried that God wouldn’t show up.  I was worried that I would let God down.  My mind kept telling me I would be a fool in front of everyone.  My mind told me that God wont use me.  But I chose to stand in front of everyone and pray because I don’t want to let God down…If God opens the door, I must walk through or I am not being obedient.  I chose God over my fear.  If I listen to my flesh/mind I will not get everything that God has for me.  I wont be used at his fullness.

When Pastor called me up I said a simple prayer,  Lord I choose to do your work, use me for your purpose.  Lord help me.  As soon as I stood in front of everyone and started praying, guess what?  God showed up.  During the moment of prayer and all the moments up to Monday morning, God was speaking to me.  He put all the above pieces together.

God has revealed to me that THIS IS the time of Mathew 24.  We are at the birthing pains that Jesus talked about.  Jesus is telling his church not to worry, that these things MUST come.  There will be a covering over his church.  His church will go through these things but wont affect us like the rest.  We are at the time of the big war between God and Satan.  This is the time of a physical and spiritual war.  That we are and will see all the things Jesus foretold in Mathew.  The word God gave me about the shifting on the earth is Satan’s power/influence running wild.  God will no longer hold him back, he is loose.  The shifting in the heavens is the release of Gods spirit over the nations.  Touching all the lost souls and Christians that are balancing on the fence, IT IS THE TIME to pick a side.  There is no more waiting or having both sides any longer.  Gods spirit will primarily be for these two groups.  The shifting in the heavens is also the outpouring of Gods power over the church’s.  His power will enable us to help in the fight.  This is the time to stand in Gods full power.  That our roots will be planted firmly in fertile soil.  Its time to step up and step out in Gods fullness.  This is were Acts 4 comes in.  This is going to be awesome to witness!

I keep getting these words brought to my minds forefront:  This is it, this is NOW.  There is no more time.  God will not wait any longer.  God is calling his harvesters forth, God is calling his warriors forth.  Boldness, Love, do not fear, step up and grab Gods power, obedience.  God wants us to step outside of our comfort zone.  Not to let fear bind us any longer so we can be used by God.  If we as a church, as individuals do not step up and out we are not being obedient.  We are telling God no.  God will not use someone who wont allow it.  God is calling his church to a true love of people.  God is calling his church to repent for a religious spirit.  Legalism and a religious spirit pushed people away.  This is not God’s love.