I was once a very lost, lonely, tired, scared and shattered person.  Many horrible things happened to me at a young age.  I was a torn person filled with hate and resentment amongst other things.  I made some bad decisions that led to a worse life which in turn caused me to dig myself deeper into a life I believed I was destined for.  I was an ugly person….

The reason why I am writing this to anyone who will read, is because I was terribly wrong.  I was loved, I was watched over, and yes I was an ugly person But God still loved me just as I was.  And he loves you just as you are.

If you are tired, lost, lonely, scared or shattered God can save you right where you are.  He can heal your heart and your past.  God can restore your mind.  He can turn your life around completely.  I know this for a fact because he has done this for me and countless others.  It wasn’t over night (although he has done that for some) but he was with me the whole time holding me in his hand.

If you would like to ask God in your heart, it is very easy.

Romans 10:9-10. “That if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and  believe in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.”

Example Prayer:

Lord God I thank you that you gave me a way by sending your son Jesus Christ to die and raise again for my sins.  I ask you to come into my heart and cleanse me of all my sins. Lord God I praise you and give you rule over my life past, present, and future.  I thank you Lord God that you have cleansed me and made me a new creation.  Lord God I ask that you restore and renew my heart and mind.  I declare that I am a child of God and I am all that God says I am.  I am healed, whole, victorious and an over comer through Jesus Christ.  In Jesus name Amen.

After you have done the above in Romans, you are now saved.  This means that you are a new creation.  You are new inside!  Ask God to restore and renew your mind and heart.  Turn away from sin and declare that you are a child of God.   You may not change over night but God reads the heart.  He knows every thought and every motive.  He knows when you are sincere and if you are trying your best.  He will guide you with his bible and holy spirit.  You are not left alone.

What helped me when I gave my life to God?

  1. Pray, pray and pray some more
  2. reading the bible/study the bible/meditate on the bible/believe the bible
  3. listening to praise and worship
  4. surround myself with different people. In my case I found a good church.

If you just dedicated your life to God I want to welcome you to the family!  Just remember Christians are not perfect but we are a work in progress.  If you would like prayer I would be honored to pray for you or with you.  Just leave me your name.



Powerful preaching! This is for NOW! Second best preaching I have heard!


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Serve Him in the Waiting

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word for pastors and leaders

September 3rd 2015


In my dream, it was in October and at night.

We (me and my niece, she is 19 years old) were looking for costumes for Halloween that was to be that night. My niece showed me a pink dress, she was going to be a princess.

Then I was outside next to my old elementary school. I noticed everyone was looking up, so I looked up and seen something similar to the below picture.




In my dream it spanned the whole sky and it was much brighter and vibrant in my dream. In my dream I remember thinking wow that’s beautiful and weird. But didn’t pay much more attention to it than that. I walked to a parking garage; on a car I noticed a note that I had written and stuck to a car. The note was a reminder for me to do something by a certain time, but I can’t remember the time or what I was supposed to do.

Then I flew or floated over to a farm my husband was with me. We were looking down on a cow and her calves. They were in a pin and there was one brown adult female cow laying down and about 6 or 7 calf’s (all different ages and breeds) feeding or waiting to feed from the adult female cow. I said to my husband that is so cute. Look at all those calves.

Then I was walking by myself in the woods and I seen the same reminder note I had written. I then woke up.



We are going to go through great tribulation. Yes even the Church, even Gods children. Is my Church ready what is about to come?

The female cow represents the pastors the leaders of the churches. The calves are the members of the church. The Pastors/leaders have NOT fed their flock, they have not fed my children.

They are not speaking my truth, my word. They have led them astray.

They have love of money

They have love of themselves

They have love of power

They have love of fame

They worry about who will be offended by speaking my truth. Speak my truth. Speak my truth.

Will you feed my flock and teach them my truth? Will you teach them what times we are in and what is coming? Will you teach them how to combat the evil on the earth and in the air? Will you teach them to have an intimate relationship with me, to seek me? Teach them, teach them my truth. We are in serious times, we have no more time for laziness, idleness’, idle talk, Speak my truth speak my word.

The girl with the princess dress are members of church who are pretending or who do not know better because they have no one surrounding them teaching them Gods truth.

Are the leaders holding the flock accountable? Are they guiding them into my truth? Where are the leaders, where are my appointed leaders? Why are they not seeing the times we are in, where is the urgency, where is the hunger for me, why are they not seeking me out, where is my word of truth?


We desperately need God

A Call To The Remnant

We have so degraded our religious tastes that our Christian service is largely exhibitionism. We desperately need a divine visitation-for our situation will never be cured by sermons. It will never be cured until the Church of Christ has suddenly been confronted with what one man called ” mysterium tremendium,”- the fearful mystery that is God, the fearful majesty that is God. That is what the Holy Spirit does. He brings the wonderful mystery that is God to us and presents Him to the human spirit. ( Tozer)

It is very sad to see the present state of politics in America. It started out with such high ideals and yet here we are, thoroughly corrupted from start to finish. Greed and corruption and vanity has ruined the whole system. And now the people, in general, who know it is so, are so desperate that they would even consider a man…

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Prepare and Repent

God is pouring his power and anointing out over the church. God shared with me that there is a shifting in the atmosphere. He showed me that there is 3 different types of shifting. One of them I am going to talk about today is the shifting over the church. The shifting is the release of Gods power. This was an awesome message to me! When God revealed this to me I knew that the pouring out of Gods power is the releasing of healing, breaking of bondage, and authority over the atmosphere, bringing the dead back, and a change of circumstances over his children, a renewing, a restoring. The sense I got was that it was going to be even greater than what it was in acts. I knew that the harvest was ready. God also showed me that in order to partake in this awesome time for the church, we need to get ourselves ready for it.   We must repent as individuals and as a church. He told me that we all have things that are hidden or have been buried deep inside of us. He showed me that one of the biggest sins in the “church” is pride. Pride of oneself, pride of material possessions, pride of status, pride of unforgiveness and bitterness.   God is calling his church to awaken and repent. Awaken church for the time has come to repent. God is saying he needs us to prepare and repent, that the time is at our door step. This is the last move.   Don’t miss it, because of pride. Don’t miss it because you failed to put God in his rightful place. Don’t miss it because you are deaf and dumb. He is calling his church to awaken and come forth. For now is the hour to repent. I encourage all who is reading this to ask God to reveal the hidden sin. He loves us so much. He wants all to come to him in submission, into cleanliness. If you sincerely ask he will reveal things to you that hinder you, that hurt you and others, and for some will keep you from heaven.

God wants to have a deeper relationship with us. He is calling us forth to repent/to turn from our ways. To completely turn from what the world has to offer. A complete submission to God. God has unimaginable treasures in store for us in heaven and on earth. He is releasing his power over his faithful church.

This last year has been a rollercoaster for me. But I can just feel the charge in the atmosphere. I can feel his power right there ready to be released. I know what God showed me about the pouring out of his power, but I know it will be greater than I am even anticipating! I am so excited for this release. I am so excited for the harvest. This is the desire of my heart, to see many come to know Christ in an intimate way. This will truly be an exciting time for his faithful church.

Is everyone ready for the greatest East winds?  Is everyone ready for the down pouring of the rain?  Is everyone ready for the heavens doors and windows to be opened?  Is everyone ready?  Can you hear it?  Can you see it coming?  Can you feel the charge?  Contest for it with me faithful Brothers and Sisters.

Lord God,

I come before you today with a humble heart.  A heart that hurts for those who are not ready.  I ask you Lord God to send your spirit down to all those who read this today.  Lord God that it will cut and crumble the hardened heart.  Lord God that it will awaken the def and dumb.  I praise you Lord God for your mercy and grace in our life.  I praise you and thank you for your love.  In Christ Jesus name.  Amen!

Ephesians 2

1 As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2 in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient.  3 All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath.  4 But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5 made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions it is by grace you have been saved.  6 And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, 7 in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace,expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. 8  For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God.  9 not by works, so that no one can boast.  10 For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.  11 Therefore, remember that formerly you who are Gentiles by birth and called “uncircumcised” by those who call themselves “the circumcision” (that done in the body by the hands of men)  12 remember that at that time you were separate from Christ, excluded from citizenship in Israel and foreigners to the covenants of the promise, without hope and without God in the world. 13 But now in Christ Jesus you who once were far away have been brought near through the blood of Christ. 14 For he himself is our peace, who has made the two one and has destroyed the barrier, the dividing wall of hostility, 15 by abolishing in his flesh the law with its commandments and regulations.  His purpose was to create in himself one new man out of the two, thus making peace, 16 and in this one body to reconcile both of them to God through the cross, by which he put to death their hostility.  17 He came and preached peace to you who were far away and peace to those who were near.  18 For through him we both have access to the Father by one Spirit. 19 Consequently, you are no longer foreigners and aliens, but fellow citizens with God’s people and members of God’s household, 20 built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, with Christ Jesus himself as the chief cornerstone. 21 In him the whole building is joined together and rises to become a holy temple in the Lord. 22 And in him you too are being built together to become a dwelling in which God lives by his Spirit.

I love Ephesians 2!  It speaks about the wholeness of Gods structure or plan.  One of my favorit parts is 2:22.  In him (Christ Jesus the chief cornerstone) we are being built together to become a dwelling in which God lives by his Spirit.  This is not talking about a building but each one of Gods people.  Each together through Christ do we make up his church.  God gives each Christian a gift (at least one, some have more).  We are to use these gifts for Gods Glory to build up faith in the church and unbelievers.  If Gods people are secluding themselves or not using Gods gift(s), then we are not doing Gods work.  I encourage all to stop secluding yourselfs.  All true Christians need eachother, and the world needs us.

Be in Gods love towards all,



Partial re-blog to see the full post go to August posting:

God has revealed to me that THIS IS the time of Mathew 24.  We are at the birthing pains that Jesus talked about.  Jesus is telling his church not to worry, that these things MUST come.  There will be a covering over his church.  His church will go through these things but wont affect us like the rest.  We are at the time of the big war between God and Satan.  This is the time of a physical and spiritual war.  That we are and will see all the things Jesus foretold in Mathew.  The word God gave me about the shifting on the earth is Satan’s power/influence running wild.  God will no longer hold him back (gods hand has lifted), he is loose.  The shifting in the heavens is the release of Gods spirit over the nations.  Touching all the lost souls and “Christians” that are balancing on the fence, IT IS THE TIME to pick a side.  There is no more waiting or having both sides any longer.  Gods spirit will primarily be for these two groups.  th[9]

The shifting in the heavens is also the outpouring of Gods power over the true church’s.  His power will enable us to help in the fight.  This is the time to stand in Gods full power.  That our roots will be planted firmly in fertile soil.  Its time to step up and step out in Gods fullness.  This is were Acts 4 comes in.  This is going to be awesome to witness!

Acts 4: 29-31  Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness. 30 Stretch out your hand to heal and perform signs and wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus.” 31 After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly.

I keep getting these words brought to my minds forefront:  This is it, this is NOW.  There is no more time.  God will not wait any longer.  God is calling his harvesters forth, God is calling his warriors forth.  Boldness, Love, do not fear, step up and grab Gods power, obedience, true repentance.  God wants us to step outside of our comfort zone.  Not to let fear bind us any longer so we can be used by God.  If we as a church, as individuals do not step up and out we are not being obedient.  We are telling God no.  God will not use someone who wont allow it.  God is calling his church to a true love of people.  God is calling his church to repent for a religious spirit.  Legalism and a religious spirit pushed people away.  This is not God’s love.

I would like to mention that not all who claim to be Christians are true Christians.  I encourage all who believe in God, (or even those who don’t believe) to invite him into your heart or rededicate your life to him.  Take an inventory of your life and repent of the sins and ask God to guide your feet, hands, mind and mouth.  Ask God to re-direct your feet into the path that he has for you.

with love,